this is bad. im emoing like nv before. i guess the whole nj would have heard of the news. this is really getting so depressing that i need to pen down my thoughts here.
he had never taught me before and neither have i spoke to him even once. but he just feel so close, the closest person to me who have died. just 31 years old, young and fit. who would have known that a life could be taken away just like that. why did it have to happen. im alr feeling so aghasted by his death, i do not know and neither can i imagine how much grieve his family has to suffer. how much pain his fellow dragon boaters are feeling.
in my seventeen years, all has been calm and peaceful. so much so that im taking advantage of the whole situation. i really want to change. i always reflect, but yet do nothing to improve. blaming everyone else for not being able to understand me is like something which i always do.
i really really need to change. cherish everything that i possess now, before i lose them. this is not the only incident that has shakened me. py is another. i really really hope he will be healthy again like before :( i teared when i read the papers today and he is not even close to me. i really cannot imagine what i will do if one day, someone really close leaves me forever..
it is now that i truly understand the meaning of life is fragile. Mr Loh, rest in peace.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
THE MOST PEKCHEK DAY OF MY LIFE
today is bad and really bad.
1. Woke up at 4plus am
2. WR was a very bad rush with grpmates not doing work and pekchek me. Had error in numberings of the sections so have to ask hoho's dad edit, reprint, send to school and rebind -.-"
3. Librarian had a very very bad attitude.
4. Photocopy shop auntie despise us because we use our own binding thing.
5. Late for PE and got scolded.
6. End up only going for a few minutes of PW lesson for the whole day. SIAN shld have slept at home!
7. Want to eat good food but ended up at Macs.
8. Spilled Ketchup ALL OVER myself.
9. No mahjong.
10. Didnt go for dance prac cos i cock-eyed and misread the sms -.- They did a lot today so im just going to die tmr which makes tmr a very pekchek day as well.
11. There is STUPID talk tmr. WHY CANT THEY PUT IT ON DAYS WHICH WE HAVE LESSONS? have to go school specially for a talk! purposely one leh.
sian. i love pw.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
ok my blog has been dead for long. it's time i update :D
promos is over(yes i know its like over very very long ago) and i really really hope everyone whom i know can get promoted.
peedaableuuu is killing me zz.
dance practices have been horrible too :(
Sunday, May 20, 2007
boo. long time since i updated. the past few days were ultra packed. school dance sleep school dance sleep. dont even have time to drop by queensway to get myself red fbts. I. DONT. LIKE. NJ. PE. SHORTS.
6 days to aristal. poor weizong fractured his ankle, so im not dancing couple dance anymore. felt a bit sad but its okay. i shall just work hard in polishing up my other steps. dance costume is a total waste of my money. im pretty sure that i will nv wear it out.
peter gn is cute :D but i dont really like him for the fact that my common test might be pushed forward due to this syf opening ceremony.
three-tier captain's ball was oohlala :D:D eye candy LOLOLOL. -.-
i like ignis shirt. and im going to buy terra and aqua shirt. someone stop me pls. cos i alr bought aristal and dance tee. im really flooding my wardrobe with sch based tees.
no sch tmr but have to do econs va. and there's syf rehearsal and aristal rehearsal aft that. boo. and im still unsure of the curriculum time next week. i think im in the only gp cls which needs to go back on tues for double GP.
stupid wanwai.
im getting real pathetic marks for my tests. second last for math test. this is not how it used to be. do work, serene. DO WORK.
my june holidays is so packed, im not sure whether joining dance was the right choice. yes, the passion to dance is still burning in me. but the commitment is pulling me so greatly, im struggling in everything else. piano, studies, buying necessary art stuff which i'd been leeching from joan!
i need to buy time. plentiful of it.
i really want to talk to you badly, but..
Sunday, May 06, 2007
college day was a total waste of my time :( my stupid ct gave us the wrong info! so we went to school for NOTHING. bought my tie for NOTHING. there wasnt a single soul in all the LTs la. she's a conwoman. bleargh.
had class outing v1.0 last night. its hard to decide on a place to go now that everyone is scattered everywhere. we went to this extremely oily place at beauty world. oily tables, oily chairs, oily floor, oily air -.- good thing i wasnt hungry, i dont want to be forced to eat the oily food luh.
yay, im dancing for syf opening ceremony at the indoor stadium! it will be a really great experience. almost 7000 ppl! nv had such a large scale performance after Chingay 2001. Peter Gng is cool! i like him! :D I a little teeny weeny bit happy that there's no Rhapsody practice, since Mon is a holiday :S cos i didnt really practise.
ah, tues is math test. and i dont have a GC. on the other hand, even i managed to get one, i dont know how to use it :( :(
art was fun today, as usual. but i still cannot wake up early, im like one hr late every lesson T.T
yay for my world of music art and dance
boo for school :( :(
Friday, May 04, 2007
TGIF
ok this is it. im going to laser my pimple away. (:
wed is showdown. if the item gets cut off, we might just bite off michael tay's head. (:
Thursday, May 03, 2007
i bought three chocolate cakes from interact club today :( aww feel so bad now. my dieting and saving up is ALWAYS a complete failure :D
a lot a lot of projects to do :( i hand in all my gp assignments by next week, if not she will give me a F9 eeks. lots of homework undone and i dont understand what the teachers are talking abt every tutorial, every subject :(
and i just received the letter i sent to myself. the collect olvl cert thing. lol kind of funny.
i went to school at 730am today T.T i was super tired but was forced to get up by my parents. then i realised its the 830 day today. eeyer.
boo. i told myself that i will be a mugger in jc for the two yrs. but obviously im doing the opposite :(
I WANT TO BE A MUGGER.